I remember wandering around a Christmas market in Poland, sipping on a plastic cup of Mulled Wine when I received an email that changed everything. Digital Mining were in trouble, they were part of http://www.pbmining.com and as it transpired, not all of the due diligence had been done properly.
They say when the brown stuff hits the fans, you find out who your friends truly are.
http://www.pbmining.com had allegedly been blackmailed and accused of operating a Ponzi scheme. So you would have thought this was not the best time to “Go Ostrich” sadly my ego couldn’t handle the truth, my shiny life was about to come crashing down around my ears and not because of anything more than a sub-contractors company. The first thought I had; I need time. Time to think and clear my head so I began to ignore calls, letters and emails.
As most people that have had any sort of therapy will know one of the key things you do is produce a therapy blueprint and I know for me one of the first signs my mental health is deteriorating is I stop opening my post.
I began to ignore calls from worried investors and because the good times had been very good my lifestyle was about to deteriorate dramatically too. I was in the unenviable position of being hounded for money from investors that knowingly took a gamble whilst facing eviction from my flat.
I was falling behind on bills and disappearing into a black hole, I even had an email from my landlord complaining about a mark on the bathroom floor and because of this he wanted me to pay him handsomely.
Everything was falling apart, especially me, my ego was in tatters and hope had turned into despair. Friends were too busy to help me and my whole world became very small and unpleasant very quickly. Threats of legal action, accusations of theft followed, being arrested I can tell you is not a fun experience, having your equipment taken and investigated doesn’t make for a great day. Threats of bankruptcy followed, blacklisted from groups that less than six months earlier thought I was the toast of the town. It was horrible.